i love you mummy!

Happy Mothers' Day, Mummyyyy!! Love you love you love you!! Thank you for everything. Especially keeping up with the 6 of us.. Thanks for always showing us patience even though there are times where you lost it.. hehehe.. and most of all thank you for always being there for each and everyone of us and teaching us so much even sometimes through your silence! LOVE YOU!!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo from your
6 monkeys :)

So tall kan Nurul's sister. She's 12 and I'm 22... hahahahha.. Love you guys too!! :p

what is dis?

madness.

okay, let me start like this.

1 May 2009 - Locked keys in car

5 May 2009 - Locked keys in car

7 May 2009 - Locked keys in car!!!

yup, you guys are reading it right! I locked my own keys in the car 3 times in less than one week! stupidity!! hahaha..

Anyways, yesterday some people from herbalife came to the hotel. at first i really didnt know what was happening. okay..

so it started with them taking down my weight.. then they wrote a bunch of stuff down on this piece of paper. then all of a sudden, i have this lady telling me that i should control what i eat and that im overweight for my age and apparently, the inside of my body is of a 30 year old :/ i had the shock of my life!! :( at least its reminding me to go to the gym but it really "made" my day.

damn it!!

now im depressed.........

my bad.

sorry guys. was trying to be a smarter ass than i already am and messed about with my layout and my template. damnit! guess i have to redo everything again. am too sleepy to do it now so im going to sleep. hehee.. will upload a way better template when i have the mood. hope u guys will still be rajin to layan my blog dis cos its so messed up now. feel like shutting it down. comments and suggestions please?

my baby :)

i know this is kinda show off and all but this is the 1st "real" item that i have bought myself since starting my 1st job in my life.. can say its my baby lah now and also my boyfriend, my husband.. my everything lah.. hahaha.. its a smart phone and im a stupid person when it comes to technology so smart phone + stupid person = bad mix.. hahaha..




my baby :)

shit.

i think i wrote in my last post that i think i hate my job.

well today i dont know what i like and dont like anymore.

everyday is a different story.

everyday is a different feeling.

everyday is different.

the only time when im really happy in a day is when im home with my family.

that is when im myself.

that is when i am not afraid to show who i really am.

not afraid to show my bad sides because i know they love me no matter what.

but when im outside home, i feel lost, scared and most importantly defeated.

defeated in a sense that i have this feeling that everyone around me is better than me.

everyone around me is right and im wrong.

maybe its me but thats how i feel outside of home and especially in the office.

i feel everyones judging and watching closely for every mistake i make to pick on me after that behind my back. i'd rather they say it straight it to my face if they dont like something im doing. dont do it behind my back.

anyways, i feel myself around my friends as well. and im sure you know who you guys are :) dont have to mention names here. u guys rock.

sorry for this emo post but just thought i needed to let it out. what other way then here right? :)

do drop some comments or advise as i think i need it badly. -out-

sucky thursday.

well, today basically suckd for some reason.. Actually my day at work wasnt really bad apart from the unavoidables which is normal. Unavoidables being obstacles that prevent you from finishing what you are supposed to finish on that day. Why was it that I couldnt get things done? Well basically it was because of me not knowing when to say no :( if only I could give people a straight no! How i wish.. Anyways, everything that i tahan and tolerated at work was brought home and i took it out (continues typing after saving the draft since last Thursday :p) on Mummy. Poor Mummy man.. I felt so bad that I sent myself back to my room and stayed there till I cooled down if not I start shouting at everyone in the house. HAhHAHAH...

Anyways, about today which is already 4 May 2009. Time is flying so freaking fast its scaring the shit out of me. I thought it was just recently that we celebrated New Years, just recently we celebrated chinese new year and just recently I turned 22. By the time you know it I pencen already dis.. hahahahhaa..

Will try to make an effort to update this blog more.


P/S: I think I'm starting to hate my job :(