again&again.

well, i've done it yet again (: sorry for the very long ignorance towards my blog. its not like i forgot you. everyday i'll be like 'shit, my blog!' but when reach home so tired to do anything. and plus im more rajin to update now cos i got my laptop back from my dad. he came back on the 22nd dec together with my mom and sis who went there for a week. daddy and kev will be leaving for singapore on the 28th again and will be back again for CNY :( seems far away but trust me, time flies without you realising it these days which is damn scary cos in like two weeks i'll be freaking 22 years old and it feels like i just finished spm. freaking scary how old im getting. last time 1987 like still so young dis. now, its like so freaking old :/

anyways, a belated blessed christmas to the very small group of readers of this blog. hope u all had a good one. for me, this year's christmas like no feeling for me. usually i get like all excited and hyper over christmas but this year was the total opposite!! i guess it was because of work. it really killed off the feeling because we were quite busy during the few days before christmas.

starting next year at work, i'll be in events instead of communications. as usual, for me its mixed emotions and im okay with it as in i get to learn even more instead of minimising myself to just one thing :) we'll see when i start off next year in events. and i promise this time to tell u guys about it. LOL.

before i go any further, let us give a minute silence to my dog dumb-dumb. he passed away on christmas day yesterday and for some reason i was so freaking sad. as most of you know, im not an animal person. but dumb-dumb has been with us for like 10 years almost 11 years and its sad. even though i'll still hate him for the time he chased me and made me run like a stupid baboon because i took my golf club to the back of my house to hit some balls and he thought i was gonna hit him so he chased me!! :( from then on i wasnt a fan of his.. hahaha.. RIP Dumb-Dumb..

during christmas we had the usual family dinner at nenek's house. lots of food and ate alot. i also think that my christmas spirit this year isnt so strong because i think i overdosed on christmas songs this year. firstly, im in the sales and marketing carolling as well as the RRR carolling team and that what kept me busy most of the time too. but all is good cos there was a lot of good memories both good and bad! :)

went up with a few times with the ex-mn and it made me realise that it seemed like not long ago that we finished SPM cos everyone seems to be the same but not exactly the same. its impossible to be the same person you were few years back rite? even meeting up i had trouble doing because i was too busy and tired but it was good times hanging out again.

this month alone, i had one whole week of carolling and the annual staff party. the staff party was good. it wasnt boring but it was good. good food and good company.

i realised that i get very very self concious still up till today!! i think its just me and i think its getting worst as time passes by! any advice kah to kill of this stupid habit of mine.. i hate it oo and its my greatest weakness together with so many others..

by this sunday, the house will be quiet again without my dad and this time kev as well.. sucks! i hate airports and hospitals!! which equals to i hate goodbyes!

raining now and i heard from a friend that a pipe burst at warisan and its kinda flooded there now. hahaha..

this sunday's bbq seemed to have been cancelled which is sad. still no idea what i'll be doin for new year's eve. any ideas!!?? :)

do leave comments and entertain me guys!! :) ive been on leave since the 25th till the 29th which is great!! but kinda boring also... so i dont know what is it that i wanna do to keep me entertained.

sorry no pics.. will post some pics when i get some pics.. been using friend's cameras.. hahahha.. take care :)